Not Always

I dont always have to be the one who is always smiling and is always chirpy and bubbly
I dont always have to be the one to talk non-stop...
I dont always have to be the one who has an opinion on every god dam topic on this earth
I dont always have to be the one to come up with witty one liners
I dont always have to be the one who can "liven up any party"
I dont always have to be the one to cuss and swear and generally "show attitude"
I dont always have to be the one who makes friends easily

I DONT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE!!!

Sometimes I wish people would just back off and let me be!!! I love being me..but sometimes there's just tooo much pressure...Once ppl get to know u they expect you to act and conduct yourself in a certain way ALL THE TIME...when one doesnt conform to that...There's always the "What's wrong?" or "Is everythin ok?" or my most hated question "Why you so quiet?"

Sometimes I wish I was one of those quiet, reserved types!

Then I wake up the next day and Im glad that Im always smiling, chirpy, bublly, talk non stop, have an opinion on everyone and everything, have the good fortune to come up with witty one liners, can liven up any party, can cuss and swear with the best of them and can make friends quite instantly :)